Sunday, May 29, 2005

Anti-War Protest in Disguise...

Current Music: Finlandia, by Jean Sibelius (1899)

... as a Unitarian church service! I attended my first Unitarian Universalist service today and enjoyed it, although I was bit taken aback by the blatant political message even though I had been warned. I agreed with the message but it felt funny, sandwiched in amongst the hymns and beautiful piano offeratory music.

Still, I was pleasantly surprised by the choice of the hymn "This is my Song" (sung to the Finlandia melody). I always liked it but the words never sunk in until it was put in proper context by today's Memorial Day sermon. That most beautiful harmony in the piece is used for the words "But other hearts in other lands are beating...", and I was really moved, especially as it was combined with the bass octaves the pianist added in on the downbeat rest before the start of the phrase. Very, very effective all around; I nearly got chills at that point!

Lloyd Stone, 1934

This is my song, Oh God of all the nations,
A song of peace for lands afar and mine.
This is my home, the country where my heart is;
Here are my hopes, my dreams, my sacred shrine.
But other hearts in other lands are beating,
With hopes and dreams as true and high as mine.

My country's skies are bluer than the ocean,
And sunlight beams on cloverleaf and pine.
But other lands have sunlight too and clover,
And skies are everywhere as blue as mine.
Oh hear my song, oh God of all the nations,
A song of peace for their land and for mine.

May truth and freedom come to every nation
May peace abound where strife has raged so long;
That each may seek to love and build together,
A world united, righting every wrong.
A world united in its love for freedom,
Proclaiming peace together in one song.

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

More music: New DMB album

Current Music: "Dreamgirl", from DMB: Stand Up

I got this album and was hoping Dave Matthews would give us another really sensual song, something like Crash or Crush or Say Goodbye. I was startled by the first track: "Dreamgirl" is short and sweet but it qualifies in places (see below). The switch to the submediant +7 harmony right on "best friend" really works for me, and I like the vi7->V->IV thing that happens there. It makes it so beautiful it's sad, and it's intensified later when the African chorus stuff from the intro comes back in towards the end of the song.

I propose that Crash, Crush, and this song all could be used as a a good litmus test for really being "in love". If any of these songs remind me of a girl, I'll know she's "really something special" (to quote Woody Allen).

I was feeling like a creep as I watched you asleep
face down in the grass in the park in the middle of a hot afternoon
Your top was untied and I thought how nice it'd be to follow the sweat down your spine.
You're like my best friend
Oh, after a good good drink
you and me wake up and make love
after a deep sleep where I was dreaming
I was dreaming of a

Dreamgirl...

Closer

Current Music: "The Blower's Daughter", Damien Rice

I watched the movie Closer the other day to get in a Natalie Portman mood before Star Wars III. It was sort of disturbing and depressing, especially in the last half, as most empathy for all the main characters was eroded. Great acting and everything... the film probably had its intended effect. I liked the sequences at the start and end of the movie with the Damien Rice song; the music added a lot of emotion to experience. I especially like the last part of the song where "I can't take my eyes off of you" gets replaced with "I can't take my mind off of you"; quite effective, as is starting the lyrics with "and so it is..." which helps suck us into the movie at the very start.

Damien Rice's whole album, "O", is great, if depressing. "Cannonball" actually continues the theme of "The Blower's Daughter", although it has even more poignant lyrics like these. This song actually includes the word "closer" in it a few times even though it wasn't the one used in the movie:

Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth ...
Still a little bit of your face I haven't kissed ...
Still a little bit of your song in my ear ...
You step a little closer to me
So close that I can't see what's going on

"Cheers, darlin'" is a great blusey drinking song, especially when he wrenchingly half-sings the lament "I should have kissed you" in:
And I die when you mention his name
And I lied, I should have kissed you
So here is "The Blower's Daughter"; such sad lyrics!
And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes...

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Flying Gridswarms

Current Music: Beethoven Symphony 7, Allegretto

A crazy project from the University of Essex:
http://gridswarms.essex.ac.uk/
http://cswww.essex.ac.uk/staff/owen/research.htm

It mentioned a fun-sounding conference, the IEEE Swarm Intelligence Symposium.

Also, I ran across this interesting site: machineconsciousness.org

More Python stuff:

Finally, a fun book I'm currently reading: Blast from the Past, by Ben Elton

Monday, May 16, 2005

Fixed Point Theorem

(This entry originally written April 16, but it seemed sort of silly and I postponed it. It still seems silly but here it is anyway, because analogy-making is fun even if the analogy is vague. )

Current Music: Lesson #8, Sunday in the Park with George, by Sondheim

The Fixed Point Theorem just came to mind as I pondered a favorite situation: say I'm sitting with a girl watching my favorite movie and I notice that the plot of the movie seems to be following the plot of my own life. A moment inevitably comes, then, when the scene in the movie is nearly identical to the scene in real life as we watch the movie. If it were an exact mapping from the movie to real life (or is that vice versa?) then that moment would be like the moment when you stand in front of a bathroom sink with a mirrored medicine cabinet and notice that another mirror stands just opposite to the medicine cabinet, so that closing the mirrored cabinet door causes the start of an infinite regress. You start to see many copies of yourself and the medicine cabinet with it's nearly-closed, just slightly angled door. At some point it seems an infinity must happen as the two mirrors become parallel. (You never can see the infinite regress, though, as your eyes get in the way. It makes one wonder: are there poor, unfortunate light particles trapped forever, bouncing back and forth between the two mirrors? Of course not, but it's amusing.)

It's cathartic when the movie scene and real-life scene match up. It almost feels inevitable, a result just like the closing-of-the-cabinet in the parallel mirror situation. It also is reminiscent of the Fixed Point Theorem from analysis, or better, the 2-D map fixed-point theorem from dynamic systems. It seems inevitable that if one watches the entire movie, then there will exist a point p, that moment that is parallel in both the movie and real life. Of course, none of this is actually guaranteed and the analogy is very vague.

Recent links

Current Music: Benny Anderssons Orkester

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Saturday, May 14, 2005

Rattus


Rat Feeding Song Posted by Hello

While vermin-sitting for a week, I amused myself by singing this faux-Latin choral piece to the rats each time I was about to feed them.